Sunday, January 18, 2009

Oh GoD!

Excuse me while i go mourn my friend.

Samson, i can't believe u are gone. So no more random, out of the blue phone calls? Who's going to call me his baby without it having any sort of romantic connotation? I'm glad we got a chance to reconnect after 5 years and you saw your baby was all grown up. I'll miss you, Samson. I knew something bad was about to happen, but i never thought it would be YOU! Not you, WHY? I can't believe i'll never hear your voice again, chat with you or even get a chance to see you again. I'll really, really miss you, Samson. The world is a darker place without you in it. Rest in Peace.


Thanks everyone who left me a comment. I was really shocked at his passing and it made me really sad. I keep looking at his number on my phone and thinking "so i will never talk to him again?" I regret all the times i saw him online and didn't chat with him (i'm usually on invisible mode on yahoo messenger). I think of all the times he called me, and i never went out of my way to call him back. The only times we would talk would be when he would call me, and sadly that's the way i am with a lot of my friends. I regret that a lot.

I'm trying to change things and at least start to make an effort with my friends. I have been contemplating visiting Nigeria this yr b4 i start school and his death just helped me make that decision. I need to see my friends again. The friends who i grew up with, the people who love me and will never walk away from our friendship for no reason. People who i know have my back as much as i have theirs. I need to be around them and enjoy their presence and thank God for preserving all of us. True friends are really hard to find and being in this country and meeting all the people i've met and having all the experiences i've hard has proven that point, over and over and over again. I am thankful for the true friends that God has blessed me with and i cherish their friendship.

Go tell ur true friends how much you love them. it's important.

34 comments:

  1. RIP...

    Am sorry for your loss, take a break if need be!

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  2. Awww....really sorry about your loss, take care.
    May the good Lord and His spirit comfort you...
    big hugs!

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  3. How sad...:-(

    R.I.P

    Sorry for your Loss.

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  4. oh my...
    God please have mercy. My sista, sorry.

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  5. R.I.P Samson. Sorry for your loss my dear. Take heart; God will see you through this difficult time.

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  6. I am so sorry Dearest. Please take it easy. R.I.P. Samson. Take all the time you need and we will all be here when you are ready with a smile and open arms. XOXO

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  7. Dear Sting,

    So sorry for the loss. I pray you and his parents/family find consolation in the Lord.

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  8. My dear Sting, it is well with you...sorry about your loss...take heart...

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  9. I'm so sorry...

    Will pray that God will be with you and his family during this time.

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  10. Sorry for your loss babes. Ill put you in my prayers.
    R.I.P

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  11. sorry abt ur loss dear'
    may His soul continue to rest in peace (amen)

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  12. Damn. I'm really sorry to hear this. May his soul rest in perfect peace, chei it is too early in the year for some bad news. :(
    Take heart, my dear.

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  13. I am so sorry about the loss of your friend.
    May comfort come your way at this time of need.

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  14. I am so sorry for your loss.

    May God give you the fortitude to bear the loss and may God in his infinite mercy forgive him all his sins.

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  15. oh mine! this is sad!

    pele dia...it is well

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  16. Oh wow. Sorry about your loss Sting.

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  17. i know the feeling dear, im really sorry.take all the time you need.i know you are srong.

    M.H.S.R.I.P.P.
    AMEN.

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  18. may the good Lord give u fortitude to bear ur loss and may his soul rest in perfect peace. pele dear!

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  19. So sorry for your loss
    May he rest in peace

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  20. My condolences my dear...xxx

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  21. Oh dear...sorry about your loss...hope you get all the comfort you need this period. May his soul RIP...

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  22. I am so sorry to hear this my dear Sting. May his soul rest in peace

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  23. Sorry about your loss. may the almighty grant you solace and comfort you.

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  24. I am so sorry. Breathe. It WILL be okay.

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  25. May his sould rest in peace...

    sorry babes, I know how you feel...the guilt and the loss together but May God give you and his family the strenght you need right now

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  26. Wow, im so sorry for ur loss hon..

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  27. Wow, im so sorry for ur loss hon..

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  28. Condolences... may u have d strength to carry on...

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