Thursday, July 21, 2011

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I have this recurring dream where i am writing an exam and don't know anything or i'm not prepared for the exam. It's funny because i've had this dream at least 10 times, different settings, different times in my life but the same dream. I dreamt about it again yesterday. I think it's because my greatest fear is (was) failing. The crazy thing is that i have actually lived this dream. My first Anatomy exam in med school 2009, i went in there not knowing anything because i was too worried about passing Genetics to study for it. The experience wasn't as bad as i thought it was going to be but i rather go into an exam prepared for it.

I'm in snail mode right now. What happens to a snail when you touch it? It withdraws. So much going on right now, mostly mental. I want to shut down everything and shut out everyone. So just in case you come on here and see "This blog is open to invited readers only", just know that there are no invited readers and it would most likely be temporary. I get the urge to stop blogging and delete my blog at least once a year and i guess this is that time.

11 comments:

  1. It will get better! Was in the 'I want to close down my blog phase" this morning and have been for a few months now, it will pass! Hold on!

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  2. It is well with you, I understand what you are feeling. The fear of failure is the most crippling fear, it makes you do things.SMH.
    Feel better *hugs*

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  3. ((hugss))
    Yh i was so familiar with that dream when i was back in school, I really dunno y or if it happens to every student. It is well dear, take ur time and get better. :)

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  4. I've had and lived that dream. Sigh. Please take all the time out you need, and emerge from your shell refreshed and raring to go. Take good care of you.

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  5. pele....take time off and relax yourself. i often wonder about you and the life you live which seems all about books

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  6. Helping you bind that dream in Jesu name! Failure did not see you.

    I think you need a holiday..or a long walk in the park :)..

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  7. Sorry, just take it easy. Take some time off if it will help

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  8. *a million cyberhugs* You'll be okay.

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  9. take all the time you want, dear. just come back to us when you're ready to talk. hug.

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  10. ((((((HUGS))))))
    Itd pass
    Hopefully

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