Friday, May 5, 2017

People

I never thought I would become one of those bloggers who went MIA. A lot of things have played into it, including not wanting to blog using the hospital or clinic computers, being super busy and have little desire to come home and do anything that was not work related. Even the work related stuff I sometimes had no energy or desire to do. I was behind on my work for months and only just caught up.

I have had serious issues with my residency program with regards to faculty and staff. There were a lot of things that happened that made it clear I wasn't treated the same as the other residents. There was a time last year where everyday there was something. I was so baffled as to what was going on and why. Little things were blown out of proportion and attributed to me. People perceived things how they wanted and it was accepted by the program director as the truth without ever hearing from me.

I remember one Saturday or Sunday after I was done with my 12 hr shift, I drove to my "adopted" auntie's house and just cried. That was the day that my eyes started opening to what was really going on. She is a Nigerian college professor and recognized what I was telling her. She said things that had I experienced without me even telling her. Even though I didn't feel better, talking to her helped me stop feeling like I was going crazy, because I had been scratching my head trying to understand what was going on and nothing was making sense. To give you an idea of what I am talking about, one of my co-residents had made a comment around that time that she felt like I was being hazed.

Well, things got worse. I am not someone who lets people walk over me so they had a challenge because I brought everything they did to my program director's attention. He was part of the problem too, so I went higher. There recently was a meeting where long story short, they admitted they haven't always handled things correctly with me, let's start afresh, clean slate. Uh hum.

As I sit here typing this I have been denied time off to go to a job interview. I can't get anytime of until July 10th as if this job will be reserved for me. This was something that was initially approved because "you guys are usually allowed time off for job interviews". Then her "boss" who was one of the people who started the campaign against me last year, sent me an email yesterday stating otherwise. When I spoke to the initial person that had approved it, it was very clear that she was flustered and did not know what to say to me. I understood what was happening so I told her it was fine. I can go to my doctor's appointment which is not about anything life threatening but I can't go for a job interview?  Talk about day light witchcraft.

Because I had never encountered anything like this before, I didn't always handle things well. I would get emotional and feel bad and waste time crying and talking to people who had no intention of helping me. Now I know what not to waste my energy on. I was upset about it yesterday and feel a bit down today. I could go to the top and get them to intervene but I'm picking my battles, although this one is not over.

The one thing that has always been in my favor is that my patients love me, both patients I meet in the hospital and my clinic patient. Not a single faculty can has anything bad to say about my patient care. That's one thing they can't control. So when I get frustrated, I focus on that.

I have said it openly to the chief resident and anyone who would listen, I would never encourage a black female of whatever origin to come to this program. I wish I had paid more attention to race and racial issues while I was applying to residency, I never would have ranked this program number 10, talkless of number one. While I am not happy that this has been my experience, I have very recently chosen to learn from this. To stop being horrified that people can hate your guts but still relate with you like they love you. The average naija person won't talk to you if they don't like you, If they have to work with you they will be civil and professional, but to go as far as acting like you are friends, is something I have never encountered before and it scares me. I can't tell based on how people treat me if they really like me or can't stand me and it's a very uncomfortable feeling.



26 comments:

  1. hey sting, ehugs. it's because of your race and nothing else. you just have to hang nin there till you finish.i have been through this at my former work place being a black woman. I just say "fake it till you make it"

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. I want to thank Dr Emu a very powerful spell caster who help me to bring my husband back to me, few month ago i have a serious problem with my husband, to the extend that he left the house, and he started dating another woman and he stayed with the woman, i tried all i can to bring him back, but all my effort was useless until the day my friend came to my house and i told her every thing that had happened between me and my husband, then she told me of a powerful spell caster who help her when she was in the same problem I then contact Dr Emu and told him every thing and he told me not to worry my self again that my husband will come back to me after he has cast a spell on him, i thought it was a joke, after he had finish casting the spell, he told me that he had just finish casting the spell, to my greatest surprise within 48 hours, my husband really came back begging me to forgive him, if you need his help you can contact him with via email: Emutemple@gmail.com or add him up on his whatsapp +2347012841542 is willing to help any body that need his help. 

      Delete
    2. GREAT MOTHER IS REAL. PLEASE BELIEVE HER. I am Lucy Jones and i want to share my testimony on how real Great Mother is and how she helped me to get  my ex husband back to me. when my husband left me, i thought it was all over until i saw testimonies of Great mother how she has helped so many people. I never believed but i gave it a try since i had no option. I contacted her and i told her everything. She told me what to do and to my Greatest surprise, my man came back to me in 3 days time just as Great Mother said. Thank you Great mother. Thank you very much. If you need help please contact the Great Mother now on her Email: Greatmotherofsolutiontemple1@gmail.com  and you can also reach her on her whatsapp no: +17025514367  you can also check her out on her website: Greatmotherofpowers.blogspot.com

      Delete
  2. I was so excited that you finally put up a new post, but was so sad and mad for you after I read it!!! Racism is very much alive in this country and I can relate with what you're going through. I experience it everyday at work, but you come to a point where you learn to play the game, so to speak. You learn like AB did and "fake it till you make it ". You learn to put your game face on and never let them see you sweat or flustered.
    You're a smart lady and I know you can make it through. My thoughts and prayers are with you, continue to stay strong and encouraged.

    ReplyDelete
  3. I'm so mad they are treating you this way.

    Working in America as a black person isn't easy moreso as a Nigerian. Hang in there.
    Kpata kpata schedule a doctor's appointment on the day of your interview or just call in sick.

    These same people will probably shaft you at the end of the residency so above all be loyal to yourself.

    ReplyDelete
  4. Blessings I will like to tell you I don't know how you feel. That would be a bold faced lie! Two words: psychic torture. That is what the experience is called along with self-alienation (experience promotes) in addition to feeling and being displaced. The other pieces that supports the rupture is the culture and traditions that is embedded in our thinking that impacts the way we think, see, act and analyze ourselves, people and our relation to it all in the context of our place in the world.
    As people of African descent no one prepares you for this outside of your world of black governance where your understanding is in alignment - cultural, spiritual, political, soco-economical etc. Those of us who experience it don't know how to articulate it in a way that not only guards our brothers and sisters but also give them valuable tools to navigate the the world of "othering," "inferior designating" designed to place them exactly where you are. It is the psychological deconstruction of your mind (psychic torture). To deliberately deconstruct and reconstruct you into whom the determinately designate who you ought to be according to their racist construct. The key, staying rooted in Your authenticness by remembering the strength and power of your ancestors running through your veins and dancing on the soles of your feet as a birth right and not as appropriation. Know with unwavering certainty that you cannot play small and hide your excellence in order to make others feel bigger and supposedly Superior. This will not serve you it will only further their agenda to ensure your mediocrity by which will suit the comfortably. Be ever mindful to guard your mind because if you are not careful you will internalize those toxic ideologies that will turn you against yourself (self-negation) seeing the color of yours in as part of the problem.

    Understand, you cannot change them. You can only change you by creating a shift that allows you to stay authentically who you are while accomplishing what is required for you to do what you feel you were ordained to do without losing your center. Youndo not have to give up/abandon your indigenous knowledges in order to attain another, rather you marry them, they can coexist in the landscape of you. People choose to be who they are because it is what serves them, your hurt feelings and moral is of no consequence. Do not let that interrupt your journey and take you off your path. Your are responsible for you. You are your responsibility.

    As we say in Trinidad, "shit will happen regardless, so walk with a shovel on your back and be prepared to move that shit out of your path so you can get on about your business."

    Mercy I wrote a book. I hope what I've shared helps.

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. I was just reading and going Oh my God, oh my God, barely able to sit still while reading ur comment.

      THIS!!!!
      "To deliberately deconstruct and reconstruct you into whom the determinately designate who you ought to be according to their racist construct"

      I told the medical director of our clinic that she wants me to be Caucasian and I'm not Caucasian. I said u need to go learn about Nigerians and eye contact. She pretty much said, well u r here now.

      I had to tell her to tell me how she wants me to be because she complained about the tone of my voice, facial expressions, eye contact, body language. I wanted to scream.

      I have shed tears just for being myself. Thank you so much for your comment. I knew I wasn't crazy.

      Delete
  5. Being there, done that, just make sure they don't fire you. I have seen that happened before. If you can't get time to interview, u will not be able to start work on time but your job will wait. Look for jobs with phone interviews initially, there are some that will also interview on weekends. If they don't let you do interviews, u need to be suspicious that they might be plotting to fire u before the end of the program. I have seen that before. People are quick to say that u must be doing something wrong otherwise they can't all be against, well I got it because I have been in that situation before. Also, when you start to work it is a different story, even stupid MA and nurse managers will be rude to you. It gets more frustrating when the people that are supposed to be voice of reasoning are actually your skeptics. The comforting truth is that there is always a better option for a doctor, just make sure you graduate. Goodluck!

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. The director graduate medical education of all the residency programs affiliated with the hospital happens to be my med school mentor. He sees what is going on and has told me not to worry, that no one can fire me without his say-so and it's not going to happen. He was so upset when he heard what has been happening. He's not black but straight up told me that the area my program is located is not conducive to African Americans. I blame my naivete.

      Delete
  6. This post made me so sad and angry all at once. Hang in there Sting!! They can't break you! You're bigger than them. Stay strong! Stay focused! And keep in mind all that Rhapsody Said!!
    Praying for you! x

    ReplyDelete
  7. Best Review Online Spell Cater On Urgent Love Spell To Get Your Ex Back, Fix Your Broken Marriage And Stop Divorce
    I just found out about my husband cheating on me with a co-worker! We’ve been married going on two years. 2kids. lots of amazing momments together. i want to leave, but i love him so much. all i can think about is how nothing stopped him. how he has to see her everyday because they work together. we are both still young and very attractive. but i want my husband, my friend, and the father of my beautiful children. how do i get past the thought of another woman having my husband? Not my fiancé, not my boyfriend, but my husband! i still love him even though he thinks i want to leave i really want him to do better and stop me before i walk out! my husband told me that he doesn’t feel loved anymore, just because of this co-worker he has be cheating on with me that he wants a divorce, i was devastated, heart broken i begged him to listen to me that we can work it out like we always do, but he didn’t listen, he told me that he met someone that loves and understands him, i begged him to consider our kids but he’s did listen. he left and i was frustrated, i began searching for help and answers, then i heard about a man that can Cast a spell to remind him of all the things we have been through together, at first I was scared then i decided to give it a try, and like magic my husband came back, apology and begging for forgiveness, thanks to this man, I’m posting this to help people with
    similar issues. You can contact him for help too. or view his page on.... https://happylovespell2.wordpress.com/
    His whatsapp number: +2348133873774 or his gmail:...happylovespell2@gmail.com

    ReplyDelete
  8. Thank you for sharing valuable informationNice post,I enjoyed reading this post.

    แคมฟรอก

    ReplyDelete
  9. Genuine online spell cater on urgent love spell to get your ex back, fix your broken marriage and stop divorce happylovespell2@gmail.com is the best dr to help you and restored back your happiness
    I just found out about my husband cheating on me with a co-worker! We’ve been married going on two years. 2kids. lots of amazing momments together. i want to leave, but i love him so much. all i can think about is how nothing stopped him. how he has to see her everyday because they work together. we are both still young and very attractive. but i want my husband, my friend, and the father of my beautiful children. how do i get past the thought of another woman having my husband? Not my fiancé, not my boyfriend, but my husband! i still love him even though he thinks i want to leave i really want him to do better and stop me before i walk out! my husband told me that he doesn’t feel loved anymore, just because of this co-worker he has be cheating on with me that he wants a divorce, i was devastated, heart broken i begged him to listen to me that we can work it out like we always do, but he didn’t listen, he told me that he met someone that loves and understands him, i begged him to consider our kids but he’s did listen. he left and i was frustrated, i began searching for help and answers, then i heard about a man that can Cast a spell to remind him of all the things we have been through together, at first I was scared then i decided to give it a try, and like magic my husband came back, apology and begging for forgiveness, thanks to this man, I’m posting this to help people with
    similar issues. You can contact him for help too. happylovespell2@gmail.com or call and add him of on whatsapp number: +2348133873774

    ReplyDelete
  10. After being in relationship with Wilson for seven years,he broke up with me, I did everything possible to bring him back but all was in vain, I wanted him back so much because of the love I have for him, I begged him with everything, I made promises but he refused. I explained my problem to someone online and she suggested that I should contact a spell caster that could help me cast a spell to bring him back but I am the type that don't believed in spell, I had no choice than to try it, I meant a spell caster called Dr Zuma zuk and I email him, and he told me there was no problem that everything will be okay before three days, that my ex will return to me before three days, he cast the spell and surprisingly in the second day, it was around 4pm. My ex called me, I was so surprised, I answered the call and all he said was that he was so sorry for everything that happened, that he wanted me to return to him, that he loves me so much. I was so happy and went to him, that was how we started living together happily again. Since then, I have made promise that anybody I know that have a relationship problem, I would be of help to such person by referring him or her to the only real and powerful spell caster who helped me with my own problem and who is different from all the fake ones out there. Anybody could need the help of the spell caster, his email: spiritualherbalisthealing@gmail.com or call him +2349055637784 you can email him if you need his assistance in your relationship or anything. CONTACT HIM NOW FOR SOLUTION TO ALL YOUR PROBLEM

    ReplyDelete
  11. GET YOUR EX BACK URGENTLY, WITH URGENT LOVE SPELL THAT GUARANTEE DR HAPPY IS TRULY THE BEST AFRICA ONLINE SPELL CASTER EMAIL HAPPYLOVESPELL2@GMAIL.COM.. I have been in a relationship for 3 years, me and my partner live here in England, we lived in two different cities which was only 2 hours away. she used to drive down to see me every week before for the past 2 years.i moved to the same city 4 months now, i thought it was a good thing that i would be more closer to her.she saw me in the first month of when i moved. then she never saw me in the next 3 months, she never bothered to make the effort.then she got a job in London about 2 months ago and she said she would see me but never did.these last 2months she has been avoiding my calls and since he moved he makes excuses saying she is ‘tired’ or ‘busy’ and that she was sleeping’. she always makes these excuses, I’ve been crying my eyes out, I’m lost, confused, heart broken. i feel like it’s all my fault and i don’t want to lose her, all she told me was that the relationship is over she blocked me on whatsapp and facebook. now i begged her to consider me but she’s did listen, she left and i was devastated, i began searching for help and answers, then i heard about a man that can cast a spell to remind her of all the things we have been through together, at first I was scared then i decided to give it a try, and like magic my girlfriend came back, apology and begging for forgiveness, thanks to this man, I’m posting this to help people with similar issues.
    mail him @.... happylovespell2@gmail.com
    Whatsapp him or better still call...+2348133873774
    You can also view on his Blogs site... https://happylovespell2.blogspot.com.ng/

    ReplyDelete
  12. Genuine Love Spell To Get Ex Back, And Stop Divorce Contact Happylovespell2@gmail.com. I just found out about my husband cheating on me with a co-worker! We’ve been married going on two years. 2kids. lots of amazing momments together. i want to leave, but i love him so much. all i can think about is how nothing stopped him. how he has to see her everyday because they work together. we are both still young and very attractive. but i want my husband, my friend, and the father of my beautiful children. how do i get past the thought of another woman having my husband? Not my fiancé, not my boyfriend, but my husband! i still love him even though he thinks i want to leave i really want him to do better and stop me before i walk out! my husband told me that he doesn’t feel loved anymore, just because of this co-worker he has be cheating on with me that he wants a divorce, i was devastated, heart broken i begged him to listen to me that we can work it out like we always do, but he didn’t listen, he told me that he met someone that loves and understands him, i begged him to consider our kids but he’s did listen. he left and i was frustrated, i began searching for help and answers, then i heard about a man that can Cast a spell to remind him of all the things we have been through together, at first I was scared then i decided to give it a try, and like magic my husband came back, apology and begging for forgiveness, thanks to this man, I’m posting this to help people with similar issues.
    Email him @.... happylovespell2@gmail.com
    Whatsapp him or better still call...+2348133873774
    You can also view on his Blogs site... https://happylovespell2.blogspot.com.ng/

    ReplyDelete
  13. Genuine Love Spell To Get Ex Back, And Stop Divorce. I just found out about my husband cheating on me with a co-worker! We’ve been married going on two years. 2kids. lots of amazing momments together. i want to leave, but i love him so much. all i can think about is how nothing stopped him. how he has to see her everyday because they work together. we are both still young and very attractive. but i want my husband, my friend, and the father of my beautiful children. how do i get past the thought of another woman having my husband? Not my fiancé, not my boyfriend, but my husband! i still love him even though he thinks i want to leave i really want him to do better and stop me before i walk out! my husband told me that he doesn’t feel loved anymore, just because of this co-worker he has be cheating on with me that he wants a divorce, i was devastated, heart broken i begged him to listen to me that we can work it out like we always do, but he didn’t listen, he told me that he met someone that loves and understands him, i begged him to consider our kids but he’s did listen. he left and i was frustrated, i began searching for help and answers, then i heard about a man that can Cast a spell to remind him of all the things we have been through together, at first I was scared then i decided to give it a try, and like magic my husband came back, apology and begging for forgiveness, thanks to this man, I’m posting this to help people with similar issues.
    Email him @.... happylovespell2@gmail.com
    Whatsapp him or better still call...+2348133873774
    You can also view on his Blogs site... https://happylovespell2.blogspot.com.ng/

    ReplyDelete
  14. Are you looking for a reliable and a good spell caster to bring back your ex boyfriend a divorce with the help of Dr Sambo Email: divinespellhome@gmail.com



    Dr Sambo thank u for what u did in my life because I had lost hope after trying so many spell casters and no one was able to help me bring back my boyfriend because he had changed a lot, suddenly and he stopped calling me like before and didn't even have any more time to hang out with me and even when I sent him messages he read them but never respond me. I loved my boyfriend too much and didn't want to lose him because we had been together for 5years. As I was about to give up I came across Dr Sambo and saw how he had helped many people successfully with their love life. I got his number +2348145810121 and contacted him. He gave me few days to see the results and he did a love and binding spell for me and to my greatest surprise my boyfriend sent me a message after few days and apologized for the way he had been treating me and neglecting me and promised to love me and never hurt me again. I couldn't believe it, because I had been disappointed by so many spell casters it’s been a month now we are living happily and he just proposed to me. All I can say is Thanks you very much Dr Sambo. Your spells indeed works. You can contact him on his email:divinespellhome@gmail.com

    ReplyDelete
  15. I must say 2016 & 2017 was the years of me trying so hard beyond many desperate measures to gain back love, trust and happiness from my better half after he left. After trying so hard beyond desperate measures to unite with my husband throughout the years, I became confused, frustrated for all the goals, hopes and ardent wishes of uniting my family. I thought maybe he is not really meant for me.
    Unfortunately, I almost accepted my fate before meeting dr. Wakina sometimes in January 2018 through: dr.wakinalovetemple@gmail.com to also become part of my life journey. With little or no fate, I pleaded and begged ardently for spiritual guidance and help he has been rendering to his numerous followers. Just as I pleaded, my request was accorded, my husband came back the exact date and time he predicted after the love spell.
    Now I realize that I can have everything through spiritual doctor like Wakina. Wakina was an eye opener after uniting my family. My destiny, goals, hopes, family were established through him and his powerful love spell.

    ReplyDelete
  16. Excited, My Girlfriend Is Back Contact Happylovespell2@gmail.com.. My Ex and I have been getting into little arguments which then later escalated. A lot of which are my fault but I never thought I would lose her because we are in love. She told me yesterday that she loves me but she done. That the fights keep hurting her too much. I can’t believe I hurt her like that and would love nothing more than another chance to prove to her and myself that I will cut out my insecurities that I’ve brought into this relationship. I did all i could to end this fight between us, didn’t work so i had to seek the help of a spell caster who i met online and promised to help me bring her back into my life in 2 days time. i wasn’t really sure about this, but i was really desperate that i had to do all that the spell caster asked me. it was on the second day at 5pm on Friday, i had a knock on the door and to my greatest surprise, it was my girlfriend, the first thing she said, was that she has forgiven me and she will never leave me again, Am so full of joy for what this spell caster and to this product page and graphic love spell coz it really help and work for me, i also want the world to benefit from this. if you need his help you can reach him for any thing on relationship problem, getting your ex back save and protect your marriage life with your soul mate contact him now for he is so powerful and real. Urgently email him now
    @.... happylovespell2@gmail.com
    You can also view on his Blogs site... https://happylovespell2.blogspot.com.ng/
    Also for quick option on how to help with a love spell add him up on Whats-app +2348133873774

    ReplyDelete
  17. Email Dr Sambo for real love spell: divinespellhome@gmail.com

    Hello viewers, I living in South Africa My name is Charlotte Keagan I am very happy to share this amazing testimony, i was hurt and heart broken when my husband left me with our two children, i was confused and didn't know what to do, i loved him so much, i tried all i could to bring him back but to no avail, on one faithfully day as i was coming from work i met a friend of mine whom i explain my problem to, and she told me of a spell caster called "Dr Sambo" whom also make her pregnant when she was looking for a child, i contacted the spell caster through the email she gave to me, and the spell caster told me what to do and i did exactly as i was told, to my grates surprise, my husband who has not called me for a very long time, called me and start apologizing for all the wrongs he did to me, and now he loved me more than ever before, brothers and sisters if you are passing through any kind problem contact him and i give you 100% guarantee that he will solve your problems. this is his contacts divinespellhome@gmail.com or contact him on his whatsapp mobile line +2348145810121

    ReplyDelete
  18. Excited, My Girlfriend Is Back Contact Happylovespell2@gmail.com.. My Ex and I have been getting into little arguments which then later escalated. A lot of which are my fault but I never thought I would lose her because we are in love. She told me yesterday that she loves me but she done. That the fights keep hurting her too much. I can’t believe I hurt her like that and would love nothing more than another chance to prove to her and myself that I will cut out my insecurities that I’ve brought into this relationship. I did all i could to end this fight between us, didn’t work so i had to seek the help of a spell caster who i met online and promised to help me bring her back into my life in 2 days time. i wasn’t really sure about this, but i was really desperate that i had to do all that the spell caster asked me. it was on the second day at 5pm on Friday, i had a knock on the door and to my greatest surprise, it was my girlfriend, the first thing she said, was that she has forgiven me and she will never leave me again, Am so full of joy for what this spell caster and to this product page and graphic love spell coz it really help and work for me, i also want the world to benefit from this. if you need his help you can reach him for any thing on relationship problem, getting your ex back save and protect your marriage life with your soul mate contact him now for he is so powerful and real. Urgently email him now
    happylovespell2@gmail.com
    You can also view on his Blogs site... https://happylovespell2.blogspot.com.ng/
    Also for quick option on how to help with a love spell add him up on Whats-app +2348133873774

    ReplyDelete
  19. HOW TO GET YOUR GiIRLFRIEND BACK URGENT GENUINE LOVE SPELL WITH 100% GUARANTEE CONTACT Happylovespell2@gmail.com. Me and my girlfriend have been getting into little arguments which then later escalate. a lot of which are my fault but i never thought i would lose her because we are in love. she told me yesterday that she loves me but she is done. that the fights keep hurting her too much. i can’t believe i hurt her like that and would love nothing more than another chance to prove to her and myself that i will cut out my insecurities that I’ve brought into this relationship. It wasn’t until i lost her that my eyes really opened in what i was doing. i asked for another chance and she said she cannot do that right now. i asked if she is done with my forever and she said she doesn’t know what will happen down the road but right now she needs space. I’m lost, confused, heart broken. i feel like it’s all my fault and i don’t want to lose her, all she told me was that the relationship is over, she blocked me on whatsapp. i went no contact. she unblock me. i still maintain no contact she blocked me again. 1 week of no contact. will she come back? we were very close. she may not be the best looking girl. but i love her. now i begged her to consider me but she’s did listen, she left and i was frustrated, i began searching for help and answers, then i heard about a man that can cast a spell to remind her of all the things we have been through together, at first I was scared then i decided to give it a try, and like magic my girlfriend came back, apology and begging for forgiveness, thanks to this man, I’m posting this to help people with similar issues, do not hesitate to email
    him...Email him at happylovespell2@gmail.com
    You can also view on his Blogs site... https://happylovespell2.blogspot.com.ng/
    Whatsapp him or better still call...+2348133873774

    ReplyDelete
  20. HOW TO GET YOUR GIRLFRIEND BACK URGENT GENUINE LOVE SPELL WITH 100% GUARANTEE CONTACT Happylovespell2@gmail.com. Me and my girlfriend have been getting into little arguments which then later escalate. a lot of which are my fault but i never thought i would lose her because we are in love. she told me yesterday that she loves me but she is done. that the fights keep hurting her too much. i can’t believe i hurt her like that and would love nothing more than another chance to prove to her and myself that i will cut out my insecurities that I’ve brought into this relationship. It wasn’t until i lost her that my eyes really opened in what i was doing. i asked for another chance and she said she cannot do that right now. i asked if she is done with my forever and she said she doesn’t know what will happen down the road but right now she needs space. I’m lost, confused, heart broken. i feel like it’s all my fault and i don’t want to lose her, all she told me was that the relationship is over, she blocked me on whatsapp. i went no contact. she unblock me. i still maintain no contact she blocked me again. 1 week of no contact. will she come back? we were very close. she may not be the best looking girl. but i love her. now i begged her to consider me but she’s did listen, she left and i was frustrated, i began searching for help and answers, then i heard about a man that can cast a spell to remind her of all the things we have been through together, at first I was scared then i decided to give it a try, and like magic my girlfriend came back, apology and begging for forgiveness, thanks to this man, I’m posting this to help people with similar issues, do not hesitate to email
    him...Email him at happylovespell2@gmail.com
    You can also view on his Blogs site... https://happylovespell2.blogspot.com.ng/
    Whatsapp him or better still call...+2348133873774

    ReplyDelete
  21. Genuine Love Spell To Get Ex Back, And Stop Divorce. I just found out about my husband cheating on me with a co-worker! We’ve been married going on two years. 2kids. lots of amazing momments together. i want to leave, but i love him so much. all i can think about is how nothing stopped him. how he has to see her everyday because they work together. we are both still young and very attractive. but i want my husband, my friend, and the father of my beautiful children. how do i get past the thought of another woman having my husband? Not my fiancé, not my boyfriend, but my husband! i still love him even though he thinks i want to leave i really want him to do better and stop me before i walk out! my husband told me that he doesn’t feel loved anymore, just because of this co-worker he has be cheating on with me that he wants a divorce, i was devastated, heart broken i begged him to listen to me that we can work it out like we always do, but he didn’t listen, he told me that he met someone that loves and understands him, i begged him to consider our kids but he’s did listen. he left and i was frustrated, i began searching for help and answers, then i heard about a man that can Cast a spell to remind him of all the things we have been through together, at first I was scared then i decided to give it a try, and like magic my husband came back, apology and begging for forgiveness, thanks to this man, I’m posting this to help people with similar issues.
    Email him @.... happylovespell2@gmail.com
    You can also view on his Blogs site... https://happylovespell2.blogspot.com.ng/
    Whatsapp him or better still call...+2348133873774

    ReplyDelete
  22. i must say you are the best love spell caster and i must tell the world about Dr Ehis he a nice man and also his love spell is very effective and i am very happy to say this to the world you can contact him also Email: drehis60@gmail. . com or whatsApp him on +2347057467980

    ReplyDelete

Hey guys, welcome to my blog. Sit back, relax, grab a cup of coffee and enjoy!

  © Blogger template Writer's Blog by Ourblogtemplates.com 2008

Back to TOP