Friday, August 21, 2009

On my mind


My ex relationship: Soul mate/love of my life. I miss him. Spent the last couple years mad at him. Would probably get married to him if he asked (nicely).

Current relationship: 10 months, only one month longer than the love of my life. I don't love him, if he loves me, he hasn't bothered to share. All around nice guy. Cute face. Broke! Still going strong but my heart's not in it anymore. Comfortable.

Future relationship: Love or money? Right now, i'll go for the money. Has to be a very long distance relationship though.

Thoughts on my idea of relationships: I have evolved and am still evolving in my thinking and it's not for the "better". Depends on ur definition of better.

Right now i'm in a relationship without love or money. At this point, i figure if there's no love, there better be money. I'm a poor student!!!!

Med school is HARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Day 4 and i'm TIRED! I just got back from the library and my eyes are bloodshot. Yet i'm still behind. 168 pages of genetics handout in 4 days.

Weirdest experience so far: Dissecting a human body. I didn't freak out as much as i thought i would. I guess cos her face is still covered and she's white (different from me) so it hasn't hit home that it's a human body. We just concentrated on her chest, while the rest of her body was covered. After an hour of being there i was hungry as hell and all i could think of was food, while staring at the meaty looking part of the chest. Ewww. lol

Coolest thing so far: One of the groups behind me had a body donor with breast implants. They bursted (sp?) one by mistake (I guess). It was cool to see.

I'm weird. I'm tired. I'm going to bed. Fuck this.


  1. pele about Med school! ull be fine cuz its all worth it...
    lol @ thinking about food while dissecting.....if ur not in love with bf, y r u wasting ur time????

  2. med school...your i am sure you'l cope with the stress and be just luck with it btw

    on the bf...why are u still with him?

  3. Med school... guess it's for the tough...well done! And eeeewww at thinking of food while dissecting a body! real eeewww

    Pls what are you doing in a relationship without love?

  4. there's something about this post that i just love...the fact that you have just said it as it agreement, i too think you should be getting money if you're not getting the love...LOL

  5. Love or money? Hmmn Whatever works for you dear.

    I like the way you narrated this objectively. You distanced yourself from the relationship and can see where you are. Nice.

  6. this post...hmm

    dare i ask the same question others have asked?

    pele o...medicine school no be yam o

  7. For love or money. I totally agree with you that there has to be one or the other if the relationship is going to work. Hell, I'd like both if you don't mind! But a loveless, moneyless relationship is a no no! I can't even say anything about med school cos I haven't been there, but all I'll say is hang in there, it'll be all worth it in the end :)

  8. She's ALIVE!!!!

    I knew you wouldn't be able to stay away!

    Tired ke? My dear,THIS IS JUST THE BEGGINING!!!

    All the best hun!

  9. lol...chee yah...well done oh.
    please if you dont love your bf what are you still doing in the relationship?

  10. I'm not sure I'd be able to deal with a dissecting a human body to be honest, but I am so thankful that there are brave folks like you doing this.

    I hope you got some good rest.

    Waah! Your old entries are all gooone!

  11. awww pele luv. Don't worry it will get easier; it does take a while to get used to med skool and once yourself into a rountine its not so bad. Had disection as well, i found it a surreal experience. Enjoy your time as a first year cuz u'll be glad u did.

  12. yes you are back, lol school aint easy oh.

    abeg go rest..

  13. babe, congrats on getting through the corpse. Oh, sorry what do you med folks call it? lol! My friend told me about her experience at Harvard and all I can say is you guys make me proud, cos I don't think I could ever do it. =)

    As for being broke and without love in a relationship - my friends and I used to joke about that when we were in school. At the end of the day, when you aren't as broke any more, you will look back at this point in your life and smile.

    Keep your head up, sis!


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