I had a long day in clinic today. I was the last person to leave because my visits ran late due to a number of things. I didn't end up writing any notes. I left and went straight to girls nights with my coresidents. My first meal of the day was a jumbo margarita at almost 8pm but it was an extremely gratifying day.
All my new patients I saw today all really liked me and they told me. It makes all the stress worth it especially when I'm just being myself. To hear someone say, you don't know how much you've done for me, I was really worried about coming here today because xyz but you were awesome, when all I did was listen and validate and encourage from one human to another. I can order labs, prescribe meds, play doctor but nothing is more important to me than the human connection.
I love what I do and I think it shows. Today was a good day.
I'm still so fucking sleep deprived though it's not even funny.
Wednesday, August 26, 2015
Tuesday, August 11, 2015
Foot in the mouth syndrome
AKA Oops!
When you tell a patient that they are doing very well for a 97year old in spite of all their medical conditions when in fact, they are ONLY 74 years old.
Yikess!!! I was only trying to be encouraging and thanks to being terribly busy, I only got a verbal report from the hospitalist who told me the pt was 97 and I didn't have time to look up the patient myself.
General: In moderate distress. Appears much older than stated age.
In my defense the patient totally looked 97
Praying to God I have a quiet night. We admit every night and so far it's been crazy busy.
When you tell a patient that they are doing very well for a 97year old in spite of all their medical conditions when in fact, they are ONLY 74 years old.
Yikess!!! I was only trying to be encouraging and thanks to being terribly busy, I only got a verbal report from the hospitalist who told me the pt was 97 and I didn't have time to look up the patient myself.
General: In moderate distress. Appears much older than stated age.
In my defense the patient totally looked 97
Praying to God I have a quiet night. We admit every night and so far it's been crazy busy.
Sunday, August 2, 2015
These guys ain't loyal, Sis!
First rotation done! Already done with the first week of my second rotation, although all my rotations don't run for 4 week blocks, but most do. But we are not going to get into logistics. Things have been going well.
High lights include
High lights include
- Being told by a nurse that of all the residents she has ever worked with, I have one of the sweetest personalities..... Like, oo ma gad!
- My PD saying he thinks i'm a very genuine person and someone who is always true to herself.
- A patient complaint about me 0_O. I'm totally innocent :)
- Being pulled over for speeding but getting a warning and being escorted to my destination instead after pulling the lost physician card. Hey, hey, hey! Don't judge me. I really was lost thanks to construction, my GPS was in the process of rerouting and i wasn't paying attention to the speed limit. Plus, i guess it helped that i said i was going to the DV shelter. Perkity perk. No complaining.com
- Just being content and at peace generally.
- My awesome, awesome apartment. I just love...................
That is until my friend boy decided to be a daytime wizard and shatter my peace. These boys ain't loyal. This is what i get for not listening to my therapist. Don't worry about what he told me to do. I kinda was taking the slick way outish. Trying to stay in the gray area. One leg in, both facing out. Shit still sucks. He better not come back, cos imma karate kick all his teeth down his throat. Verbally! I'm still against physical violence. Urgh! I miss my therapist and therapy. I can't wait to see him at the end of the month and just cry and laugh about what a stubborn non compliant goat i am. But by then i'll be feeling better and this crap won't even matter.
Seriously guys, if you read this post and waka pass, you will have hot pile for the rest of the week. Stop making me feel like i'm talking to myself. Girls are not smiling.
I still love you guys. Bye!
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