Saturday, March 17, 2012

The Gist

Truth be told, i can't keep up with blogging and school right now. I've been on "Spring break" for the past week, but you wouldn't know it by the amount of work i had to do and still have to do before Monday. I wanted to get as much board prep in before Monday. Path and Pharm have been neglected and  as soon as i finish this post, i will start on the 12 lectures of Path i need to go over before Monday.

I could leave my blog up and just not blog, but that doesn't work for me because it's such a huge source of distraction. I'm either reading posts or comments or just coming on here because it's a habit. I really was surprised at how easy it was for me to give it up. Maybe i have used blogging as a crutch all these years and need to let it go. I know i wasn't gone for any significant amount of time but i certainly didn't miss it at all and the real reason i even came back at all is because i was irritated.Yes, i can be a troublemaker. I know.

With that being said, i will give you guys a quick run down about my Porn Star classmate. I don't want to leave you hanging like that. So, it's a chic. Very pretty, girl next door, professional looking chic. Yep. There's over 200 of us in my class and i don't really know a lot of people. There are still some people that i have never seen in my life, especially people whose last names start with L and below. We are divided into groups alphabetically for a lot of thing and our locker numbers are given alphabetically also, so unless you are into socializing with your classmates (which i'm not), you tend to only really know the people who are in groups with or in the same organizations with and stuff like that. Add to the fact that i'm not a class goer, i really don't know a lot of my classmates. However, there are some people you just know or you know their names because they are into everything. This chic is one of those people. So even if i couldn't point her out in a crowd, i knew her name. A couple of weeks ago, i had even worked with her on learning how to document in the medical record, because they had divided us up in a weird way that week. I didn't know how her name though.

Anyway, last Sunday we (a bunch of med students of African descent) were at my next door neighbor's apartment hanging out and eating good food and it came up that we had a med student who was a porn star. I was like "Nooooooo". When they said her name, i was shocked. This chic even ran for SA last year. They then pulled up her videos from google using her Porn name and i'm like, i know this chic, but it still didn't click it was the girl i worked with until i called my gossip partner (who worked with us also) and he was like that's the person we worked with. The thing is, it's an open secret. Everyone knows. I think i'm one of the last people to know. She works as a resident assistant, so even Residents and Attendings know. There's talk that some Attendings have said they don't want her on their service when we start 3rd year. I don't know how true that is. Funny enough, she is the "little sib" to one of the other Nigerian girls who was in the apartment that day and i was teasing her about it. Each first year is paired with a second year = Big sib/Little sib relationship

The crazy thing is this isn't something she did in the past and has stopped doing. There are videos of her from after she already started med school, even one from Dec. I don't know if she does this while school is in session or while we are on break. I would guess it would be while we are on break though. While people were busy doing summer research, she was busy shooting videos which is a lot more than i did with my summer. lol. It just goes to show you really can't judge a book by it's cover. I mean, seeing her put her whole fist into someone else's vagina.................I was speechless! I really was shocked by the whole thing, really. She does girl on girl porn by the way, if that makes it better. She is not a lesbian as she has a boyfriend and also hooked up with some dude in my school. But she sure seems to enjoy what she's doing. I no know o. I can't judge her because i don't know her story but it's really scandalous for someone who wants to be a doctor. However, she is not the first med student porn star.

While we are at this amebo thing,  i might as well tell you guys of the Gray's anatomy type shit that went down not too long ago. A married (female) third year was caught having sex with her surgery resident in the on call room. Big no-no because you are not even supposed to have any kind of relationship with your residents. Somehow her husband finds out, and she ends up getting a divorce. Married 3rd year = Person A.

Married (male) 3rd year (Person B), has been cheating on his wife since first year with classmate (Person C). Wife finds out, they end up getting a divorce. Person C has the reputation of being the class toilet (I didn't make that up). She is affectionately referred to as "Slutty Annie". LOL. Although my friend said that since she has retired, she should now be called "Retired Slutty Annie". Anyway, Person B and Person C became "official" after Person B gets a divorce from his wife. One day, Person C is looking for Person B because he is not where he is supposed to be and wasn't answering her calls. She drives over to his apartment and lets herself in because she has a key. Walks into the bedroom and finds Person B having sex with someone. That someone covers her face with the sheets. Person C angrily yanks the sheets off her face and who does she see? Person A. Person B is a Mormon by the way, and i always thought those guys were stand up guys. They get married early and are very family oriented. I was very shocked. I guess they are human and you really can't put anything past anyone. 

Anyway, that's my amebo gist. I will more than likely take my blog down again. There's nothing going on other than the fact that i have to concentrate on school and i have too much on my plate. I can't afford any distractions right now. I have heavily de-cluttered my life and freed myself of redundant "friends". A lot of my guy friends have been showing their asses lately and i have zero tolerance at this point, so it's delete and block. What's the point of having someone as a friend if they don't add to your life? No time o.Gotta keep it moving.

I'll try to stay gone until after the semester is over which is mid may, then i start studying for Step 1 immediately. I'll probably pop in and out again. I apologize to the people who use my blog list to blog hop. I'm just trying to get through this med school business the best way i can.

If u are a serious amebo like me and would like to check out my classmate...let me know. I might throw her porn name your way :). Might! Definitely wouldn't if it was her real name, but i guess her porn name is fair game.

While i was away...........

  • I found out one of my classmates was/is a Porn star.  
  • I baked banana bread from scratch 
Errmmm...i didn't intend to blog about this so this half eaten piece is all i have to show for my efforts.

  • I didn't miss blogging or reading blogs at all which was very surprising because i have been doing this consistently for 5 years.

*Sorry if i skedaddled without warning. I don't promise to stay.


*Heads up!

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Angst

Nothing is wrong but nothing is right.

Monday, March 5, 2012

Guys....

.....and the women who love them. SMH.

No one is perfect and i think we are all at our most irrational when it comes to matters of the heart. The smartest person can become the dumbest person as soon as they hand over their mumu button. I'm not one to judge (or at least i try not to) because i've been there (the stories i could tell you :) but it's still sad to watch. The worst is when you see someone who is worth so much sell themselves short because society has taught them to expect less than they deserve.

When you start to defend your boyfriend (who just broke up with you for no good reason, btw) for the fact that he cheated on you with 2 different girls while you were together, what am i supposed to say? You say he's not perfect and besides all men cheat.....seriously, what do u want me to say? How can i convince you that you are worth so much more and that you are selling yourself short? I can tell you and beg you like i did, but it's obvious that my words fell on deaf ears and you believe what you believe and know what you know.

My beautiful friend, I want you to be happy. I'm sad that you condone and make excuses for guys who cheat on you. You are selling yourself short and you don't even want to listen. The guy knows what he can get away with because you allow it and look the other way and on top on that you make excuses for him. You guys are always together how did he find time to cheat on you with two different girls? Oh, you went out of town. Na wa. Yet this is the same person that is using church as an excuse for why you can't continue your relationship? He said two, i say five.

Now he wants to come back. He didn't mean to break up with you. He was scared. So what say you? "It's in God's hands".

 I say, "bullshit!"

It's in God's hands = code for I will continue to stay and put up with it until this little boy decides he has had enough and then dumps me again. 

My next door neighbor/school mate suggested i talked to another schoolmate/neighbor about her belief and acceptance that all men cheat. I don't have the strength, time or interest for that. It probably won't do any good (it didn't when i talked to my friend) so why waste my time. If you are going to sell yourself short, by all means be my guest. It's still kind of sad sha!

*These are all Nigerians by the way. I don't know if other women all over the world believe that all men cheat. Maybe they do. I refuse to join that school of thought.

Friday, March 2, 2012

Bewitched!

Since Monday night i have been under an evil spell. The spell of Downton Abbey. Officially seven lectures behind. All i managed to do this week, was go for my mandatory H&P session, write the report and listen to lectures. I haven't actually studied anything. It's 2.46am and i just finished watching the last episode of season 2. Thank you Jesus! Now, the fear of the lord and of failure is upon me. This has NEVER happened in my med school career (lol, career indeed). I usually study everyday and I'm hardly ever behind, but by noon tomorrow, i will be 9 lectures deep.

I can't believe myself. I'm my defense, i am mentally exhausted and want to run away. Too much going on- avoid and suppress. Both are coping mechanisms, one good and one bad. But the thing is, you can't do either forever, you have to face reality eventually. I'm just glad i'm done watching the show. That thing was sent to me straight from the devil. No more TV shows for the rest of the semester and until after boards. I think i had my fill. I most definitely had my fill. I really liked the show though, and it was a good escape while it lasted. Now if only these people wouldn't torture us by making us wait 9 whole days for our pharm grades. They are just trying to give me hypertension. I don't like it at all. This is the only course we have to wait for grades. Mschew!

Good night and Good bye. I think i might hibernate for a bit. Tired in every sense of the word.
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